Maybe. Or would you prefer another option to killing yourself to prove the rightness of your decisions?
What if instead, you created your life by consciously choosing things that contributed to your life in ways you enjoy? How? Ask "If I had 10 seconds to live the rest of my life, what would I choose?”
This is not about making random changes for change's sake. The question is designed to remind you what science says: this is a free-will universe and YOU HAVE CHOICE.
You may end up choosing the same thing continuously every 10 seconds, as long as it works. And if one day it doesn't, you'll know and you can choose something else that does.