What if I created my life from chaos?

Are you addicted to organisation/designing the perfect system/keeping the perfect house/sticking to the ultimate schedule?

I was. And I was REALLY good at it. Trouble was, I also got irritated - even downright cranky - when the ducks didn't line up and the kittens didn't herd. And then lockdown chucked EVERYTHING out the window. Know that feeling?

Then I looked at nature. The most highly functional and efficient systems exist in apparent chaos. Do flowers grow (naturally) in neat rows?

No. And yet the bees find them, pollinate them, and contribute elegantly to sustaining life on the planet.

What if you were more like a bee?

What if, regardless of the apparent chaos, you could find the flowers, and contribute awesomely to your life? So ask "What if I created my life from chaos?" 

I'm not suggesting you create random, artificial chaos.

Simply that even if things appear messy, you need not be the effect of them if you can see where to collect the pollen.